I plan on taking a break from blogging and Baby Center. I cannot fathom the idea that I will be the last person to get pregnant. Damn near every person I started out with has gotten pregnant, and those who aren't are getting close. I'm glad they are getting pregnant, but right now, it's just too much for me. Good luck to anyone who is still trying, and congrats to anyone with a precious bean.
I am so sorry that you are in "the awful place", as I call it. I know it so well. I have gotten stuck there many times over the past 7 years. I wish I had some great words of wisdom that would make it all seem better, but if I did I wouldn't get stuck there myself. So, as my mother would say, "This too, shall pass". These feelings will lessen and sting will dull. You are already an amazing mother, just waiting for the perfect angel to bless your heart. Be strong and don't give in to those awful feelings.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you're in the dark place. We all get there in the battle with PCOS. The study doesn't help, either; all those hormones making us all loopy. It'll get better.
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